It is a tussle between my mind and my heart,
I miss you and those memories sketched deep inside my heart,
Thinking about those moments, make my heart fall apart..
We came closer and closer,
Our friendship grew older..
Conversations were long,
More and more talks evolved..
Understanding prevailed at the beginning,
But later realized that the friend was drifting..
You say things are same,
Relationship hasn’t changed,
But unable to accept is my mind so strained..
I rectify my mistake as I learn this lesson,
I was simply prioritizing you while myself being at your option..
No more do I want to hurt myself,
Will not bother you again with my talks insane,
Thinks my mind when in pain..
Remains determined for days few,
But the moment I see you, my eyes rest to adore you..
Caught I’m between my heart and mind…
Where one says stop fooling your self, the friend is ignoring,
Whereas the other says the feelings are still pure and divine,
You are simply passing through different phases of time..
Like the phases of moon, waxing and waning..
Rightly said, “Friendship is not measured when both take care of each other
Its measured when one ignores but the other continues to care further.. .. ..” :)
